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i left the horizon curled up and frozen still, the tilting of the hour glass with all this time to kill.
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Monday, February 24th, 2003
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laying facedown on the sky we watched the planes fly under,
with the sand to our backs nothing but the wind to blanket us,
the stars like far of street lights and broken bulbs burn into the ground,
seems as if i should run, but i think ill stay
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Saturday, February 22nd, 2003
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22 hour day, 7 hour night.
jack at the beach with little surfer kids runnng around.
free finch, movie life, a static lullaby, and senses fail tickets.
flowers for the lady at u.s. liquor.
omar! do you realize that none of these things would have happened if we didnt stay up all night. dude.
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Wednesday, February 19th, 2003
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i wouldnt have tired to cut if i knew i would dull.
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Saturday, February 8th, 2003
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take tese wings from my back ad watch gravity take it toll, what cost will i have to pay? while i fall from the horizon you move towards our eyes meet passing by, saying everything the object inside holds, the hardest words to say are soft spoken, you grab hold of my frailed threads as the seperation unravels me, streaking fragments leave lights in the sky, coming apart piece by piece, memory by memory slows my plumit, grantng me a lifetime to fall apart, the sound of your voice with syncronized break lights, still holdng on and now im hanging, please dont let go, im not ready to fall
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Wednesday, February 5th, 2003
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| Time: | 11:37 pm. |
| Music: | a static lullaby- love to hate, hate to me. |
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read the tale of my desire (ill never walk away) a book of hate yeah (ill never exhale) 1000 volts for (ill never walk away) every smile you gave me (never exhale)as your eyes close ill bring before, the sight of true unhappiness, whisper i care then gracious enough, to let you go, remember me for the times i ruined you, not the times i made you smile, take this blade to my wrist, help me end what makes you ugly, swimming in the pools of my mind, you come to me at night, leave me black and save yourself --------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Wednesday, January 29th, 2003
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goodnight, maybe ill see you sometime if youve got the time, visit to tell me things of the past in my dreams, meet to tell me of what you are now, catch up to whats been lost at a table with 2 chairs, conversation coloring the rose inbetween, the candle that lights all inbetween, it hurts to love someone who you feel you dont know, knowing you love them.
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Monday, January 27th, 2003
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released to soon from the place we all grow, ill make up feelings and emotions as i go, not learning to deal with lifes busy signal, running through a spinning disk ejected when the sounds runs out, was the television image i projected not clear enough for you? or is your satellites frequency too great for my pick ups, staionary black out with momentary collapse causing long term error in the computers green glow, fiber optical red streams run from the joint at hand due to interference of modem failure and the knife in my hand, falling apart from the corners, the mainframe holds on, power source is scarce receiving only vocal and visual bits, back up memory on overload feeding into this shutdown, log out before its too late, outside of us is inside of it...
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Sunday, January 5th, 2003
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to me you are the light from a light bulb breaks sometimes and the tender warmth inside is released into mylife ad it smothers me in flames that lick ad scorch my face. as te smoke reaches the sky, know im burnin tonight, know im burnin tonight, know im burnin tonight, know im burnin tonight, know ill burn for you tonight.
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Sunday, December 15th, 2002
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not within arms length. id sever the stars from the sky. and place them in your hands. if i though another wish, theyd see the light of day. but you stand beyond the sun. beyond the reach of just a friend. if i grew wings, maybe if you lost yours. these words would flow like water. if youd let them scrape your heart. but you stand beyond the sun. beyond the reach of just a friend. not within arms length. embedded within my concise effort. a silent cry, i recieve no comfort. and as i collapse we remain friends. as i hold my breath, a throat full of cement. im disgusted by repetition i accept this curse. of friendship, your friend, friendship
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Thursday, December 12th, 2002
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sorry, but it must be done again_
some will understand, some wont. and thats ok.
Passed out on the overpass,
Sunday best and broken glass.
Broken down from the bikes and bars,
suspended like spirits over speeding cars.
You and me were kings over the parkway tonight
and tonight we'll go on forever while we
walk around this town like we own the streets
and stay awake through summer like we own the heat
singing "Everybody wake up. It's time to get down."
And when I pass the bottle back to Pete
On the overpass tonight, I bet we laugh...
I'm going to stay 18 forever. So we can stay like this forever.
And we'll never miss a party cuz we keep them going constantly.
And we'll never have to listen to anyone about anything,
cuz it's all been said and it's all been said.
We're the coolest kids and we take what we can get...
...the hell out of this town, find some conversation.
The low fuel light's been on for days,
doesn't mean anything.
I got another five hundred miles before we shut this engine down.
I'm going to stay 18 forever. So we can stay like this forever.
And we'll never miss a party cuz we keep them going constantly.
And we'll never have to listen to anyone about anything,
cuz it's all been done and it's all been said.
We're the coolest kids and we take what we can get...
Just jealous cuz we're young and in love...
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Tuesday, December 10th, 2002
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on the scales of desire your absence weighs more than someone elses presence.
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Sunday, December 8th, 2002
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Saturday, December 7th, 2002
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wait, i dont understand,these words dont work in my ears,where am i to go or stay when the days end is in focus on you, invisible, like an imaginary friend, a ghost call that rang with all deception, i will hear your call and enjoy your voice, will you hear my call through under and above ground telephone wires tapped in to my heart,this throat is sore from all its speaking from trying to figure out, all and nothing mean everything, so where is inbetween? thoughts dont cease with you all about them, sleep tight tonight knowing someone needs you, cause tomorrow it will be again.
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Thursday, December 5th, 2002
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you breathe like the ocean, breath so relaxing, your eyes closed like flowers in the night that hide thier beauty, you sleep and ill watch, your snow white rest conclude, inward notion of air, a rise and fall with every breath, your body is alive, your hair layed across the pillow, a reason to stay awake, i hope my heart beat did not wake you, i felt it shake the world, you sleep and ill listen, to your wind blow me away.
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Wednesday, December 4th, 2002
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walking with unsure feet, stumbling through yesterday, a tight rope step with obese thougts, snaps this anorexic rope and the ground falls towards me, my staples have been removed, what holds me together is no more, everydays a loss of what used to be, this feeling is deeper than the sky, this horizon has not yet to even begin.
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Sunday, December 1st, 2002
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"the brandy burned with fiery pleasantness. there was nothing like it when you needed it. in fact, brandy was good almost any time, so much better than insipid wine."
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Tuesday, November 26th, 2002
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"the thoughts circled and swooped above her, dived down and drove tearing claws and shrap beaks into her mind."
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Monday, November 25th, 2002
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| Music: | coheed and cambria. |
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grab on to my sleeve, the one that grabs at your ankle.
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Friday, November 22nd, 2002
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is it possible to miss so much, that you miss yourself? i wonder, and guess. it scares me and hurts not to know. a distant voice that sounds like you. damnit.what did i do?
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